Some Times You Hate Holidays

Yosh!

I don't like holidays it's evil because i there's nothing to do.some times you wish you could avoid home but holidays MAKES you stay home (i go with the point)..TwT

I also miss toffee its not fair! Christmas was no fun as well!!! i was having burnt meat!!! (but that was my fault) and i was at home with my little sister that i want to assassinate..(how cruel of them to leave me at home with her....)

Oh and yes what i really hate IS THAT I MISS TOFFEE!!!

7 quotes of how much i miss you:

1. Each time I miss you, a star falls down from the sky. So, if you looked up at the sky and found it dark with no stars, it   is all your fault. You made me miss you too much!

2. If I had a single flower for every time I think about you, I could walk forever in my garden.

3. You may be out of my sight… but never out of my mind… I Miss You!

4. I heard someone whisper your name, but when I turned around to see who it was, I was alone. Then I realized that it was my heart telling me that I miss you.

5. Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night.  I miss you like hell.  

6. Love is missing someone whenever you're apart, but somehow feeling warm inside because you're close in heart

7. Within you I lose myself...Without you I find myself....Wanting to be lost again

Selfish Needs

Yoshie
 5-1=0
missing one can never be replace by another.
i don't want to except other people, even though i may know them i don't want anyone to to be replace.
it's hard for me if someone wants to leave.
i know this maybe selfish but...
i expected more from negiramen i was expecting that and hoping that no matter what happens we'll be as a group i don't want anyone to leave because their a family to me and since my real family can't be together i was hoping negiramen will be my 2nd family...
but if one was to be gone then i guess theres no point.
We lasted for over 2 years and i know that there are other peoples who wants to separate our negiramen group ....
and through all of that i want to prove them wrong that 
they can never do that and it'll never happen
i may not know what problems they have with us but for all i know is that Negiramen shall not and will not be separated
And i would like to tell each and everyone of the Negiramen that :
1. they should know better then to leave
2. not to hurt each other in some way (mainly emotionally)
3. don't betray each other
4. not to give up
but if yo do plan to leave then....
negiramen will be all broken 
if one drop out don't bother to find a replacement because 
one drop out all will

Assassinate

Yoshie 
ok maybe this might be creepy or emo to want to assassinate someone, but to be honest with everyone i really do want to kill this person weather their related to me or not and the only thing that is stopping me is my mummy so of corse i have to hold back...even though i dream of killing that someone( heheheh blood blood blood)...
and Why?
if you have been through what i went then you would agree because this person can drive you to your own death and i mean it.
you have no idea what i have to go through every day of my life MAN i mean i live with that person and THAT person who i want to assassinate is my little sister
i know people may think that i am cruel and all but if i do get a chance i WILL kill her.
everyday of my life is already bad and i don't need her to turn it into disaster.
She swears every single day Man! and it pisses me off, she just has to say it in every sentence. but what pisses me off more is that she even swears to my mummy (her own mum) and other people in the family. She's a spoiled fat pig when she doesn't get her way she throws things and swears. she thinks she does everything around the house when all she ever did was 
 - turn on/off the lights,tv or just has to get something
that is all she has to do and she complains, i mean everyone in my family bloody works hard!
mum goes to work and work her ass off to get money for a living paying for her food,cloths,everything she owns AND A ROOF TO LIVE UNDER!!
grandpa is like a house maid he does the washing and cleaning
me i just try as much as i can to help around the house
and what can she DO?!
she thinks she's the best and SOOO smart when she doesn't even know how to tell the time or say a number right! and she in YEAR 5 even my youngest sister can do better
i hate people like her
i hate how they think they are everything when they do nothing
i hate people who swears for no reason!
I HATE HATE HER  
My mum already has a hard time and she makes it hell for mum. 

i would and will kill her and i will not hesitate(wow i sound like Sasuke cool....), and if i did kill her i wouldn't even go to her grave and would laugh at home (oh how happy i would be if she's dead)